tisdag 29 december 2009

Do you remember me?

Child - Dad where are you?
Father - Who are you?
Child - I miss you, just listen to my tears.

Do you remember who I am?
I am a raindrop that's made of two lifes. Do you remember me now?
Im the one that learnd how to say dady in an early age, I learnd how to say a name without any knowledge of how to spell a word.
D, Im the miricle that God gaye you.
A, Im the world, my mother is the sun, you are the moon.
D, Don't you still remember me?
Y, You are two in one, the happines of my life.
This is how my dictionary is sepose to look like.
The miricle is still here, im here.
This is our story.
If my tears don't speak today, they wont speak tomorrow, and not even the day after that.
A life without a father is a dictionary without words. When you left me you started a fire that
later develop to a vulcano full of pain, because of your ignorance.
How could you ignore your own shadow.
You left an open wound on me, it is like an ocean full of blood from every child in this world without a father. I look for you in every ankle to give you a hug, but i always end up falling on my own shadow. Do you know that when you left me, you left a big black hole in my life, every time
I see you in my dreams I see the light but when i wake up i fall back at the darkness again.
Thank God i have the sun.
I run the fastes my legs can carry me but Im still at the same spot.
Please tell me, tell me do you remember me now, or are you still lost in the woods.
Everytime you give me hope that you will change, you always go back to your true behavior.
One day when you realize what pain you have cost, it will be to late to repair all the damage you left behind once in time.
The only thing you gave me was your name.

I dedicate this to every child out there who is missing a parent.
GOD BLESS / Lioness.Ishal

söndag 27 december 2009

Right and wrong

It is not wrong to belieive in something. But it is wrong to not stand up for what you belieive.

It is not wrong to have a child. But it is wrong to act like you don't have one.

It is not to be happy. But it is wrong to make someone else sad for you one happiness.

It is not wrong to cry. But it is wrong to cry for someone who is not worth it.

It is not wrong to feel hungry when you have food and water. But it is wrong to make someone hungry when you have somthing to eat and dring and he/she don't.

It is not wrong see a bird flying in the sky. But it is wrong to not be able to fly and feel free in your own home.

It is not wrong to climb a mountain. But it is wrong to stop climbing when you can almost reach the top.

It is not wrong to see an orphan in the street. But it is wrong to be responsible of someone being an orphan.

GOD BLESS/ Lioness.Ishal

lördag 26 december 2009

Silent heart..

I felt my heart so silent without you, I can't hear my own heart bets. The only person that can hear my heart bets in this world is you. My heart is calling for your name day and night. The only thing my heart can spell is your name. My heart is not in my hand it is in God's hand, but i hope someday our heart meets together and that silence become loud insted of pain, sorror and tears. You are the only one that understands my language. You know who you are so stop pretending and act like a man, come and break my silence.

GOD BLESS / Lioness.Ishal

fredag 25 december 2009

to love someone.

To love someone is not about to look your lover in the eyes or to hear your lovers voice, its all about what you have in your heart and to show what you have in your heart. To love someone is about to make your lover happy before your own happiness. It is to feel every single tear as if it was burning your body. Is to believe what you have in your heart is real love, when you can't imagine a life without your soulmate. Even if you can't see, hear, walk or talk you can always feel your lovers heart beating, like your own.

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GOD BLESS/ Lioness.Ishal

torsdag 24 december 2009

Parents boat

To every loving mother and father in this world, we are all in the same boat. Please open your heart for your children before you open your wallets, because your love is the most precious thing they can have. Your job is to fill their past and future with endless love. Let them be who they wish to be and with time they might see things through your eyes. So hold your horses, and lets pray together to be more successful parents

i found myself in writing

One day I woke up from day dreaming and I felt like 15 again. I started to research my soul. Although my grey hair whispered and remined my teenage children about my true age, I still felt young again. I didn't understand how you can turn back time when my age started gossiping to my childrens and they also saw my grey hair and they could hear the sound of my walkinshep .After a long time i discoverd myself, i discoverd what i loved to do, i found myself in writing. Many of you have isolated yourselves from the outside world, feeling alone even if you are in your mothers arms and having your father as a role model.

Why are you afraid when God is with you?

You have nothing to be afraid of when Allah is with you, HE is everything you need.



GOD BLESS/ Lioness.Ishal